After almost two years of being married and three losses, my ex-husband told me that we didn't have the same life goals. Yes, the losses were hard and he didn't want to go through that pain anymore. I get it, but I have always wanted to be a mother. Not having children, was never an option for me. Also, he didn't want to dwell on it. But I want to remember them. We named them, we went through so much pain and heartache, I want to talk about them, they are my children. So, when I refer to LylLeigh, Hunter and Lochlan, they are my angel babies.
Also, I actually met someone new and one thing (of the many) that I love about her, is that she thinks of my losses as babies. I can talk about them, miss them and she is okay with it. Her name is Tera and we are happily engaged. We live in a tiny cabin. And I mean tiny. It has one bedroom, one bathroom, and the living, kitchen and dining area is almost one small shared space. For now though, it is home. And Tera is so amazing, she has helped so much in making it our space, and having a home-like feel to it. We share our tiny cabin with our three adorable furbabies.
This picture has just two of them, Milo (4) and Ferrari (about 3 months in this picture). Ferrari is almost 8 months now, and bigger than her big brother. Our other furbaby, Shadow, is a cat who keeps mostly to herself, because she isn't a fan of dogs,
A little more about me, I love to cook, read, play cards and watch movies. I have a degree in Early Childhood Education, but currently work as a Starbucks Barista while being in school. I finished training for a CNA license, but will soon take the boards in hopes to one day become a nurse.
Anyway, I hope to write about life's journey and maybe some random things along the way. Thanks for joining me on this adventure!
Kendra
